Feeling Grumpy!

Good evening!

How deep do I let myself get? How much do I allow myself to share? Well, the reality is, is that I am a very spoiled girl who lives exactly the life I have worked hard for, but I am sooooo not happy. You see the thing is, I THOUGHT I knew what I wanted but now that I am here, it is SOOOOO NOT what I expected! And in complaining about it, even just to myself I find that I am constantly feeling guilty. Guilty because I have so much of what so many others want. Then why am I not happy? I just have this nagging feeling that there is more to me, than there is of me! Do you know what I mean? There has got to be more to life than this.

Work, home, tv, sleep, work, home, tv, sleep, wok, home, tv, sleep.

M-O-N-O-T-O-N-Y!!

What is a girl to do when she has everything? Fabulous husband who loves and dotes on her, a great paying job, in a HORRIBLE economy, with fabulous bennies, a condo that isn’t perfect, but has been serving as home for the past 6 years, and family and friends who love me.

Who am I to complain about anything?

Especially when you hear about people losing their homes, and jobs, people being diagnosed with cancer, or children losing both of their parents, etc, etc, etc.

But I want a dream. I have always had them in the past, but for some reason they have all seemed to have left me. Everybody has dreams though, right??

What do you dream about? Are you actively pursuing them? If so, what are you doing? I would seriously love to hear your stories!! Maybe I might just get some kind of inspiration!!

Have a FABULOUS evening! 😉